I know, I know, another personal post... kind of. Lately I've felt like I've been all over the place; a chicken with its head cut off. I'm in a new job with a whole new schedule that I'm still getting used to, I've been stuck with my own Gyaru style to the point that I just don't bother anymore, and I've cut down my participation in groups and projects almost completely. My schedule on a day to day basis honestly looks as follows:
WORK ---> BOYFRIEND ---> SLEEP
I barely get on the computer anymore, and when I do, it's usually just for a few minutes because I come home extremely tired from the day I've had. It didn't bother me at first, but now I feel like I'm neglecting everyone and everything, even myself. I don't bother dressing up like I used to, I've gotten lazy because of being so rushed in my day to day life, etc. As one of the founders for both GAL TV and GAL VIP, I feel like I'm letting my team down, and I feel bad because I not only do not have the time to do things, but I also haven't felt Gyaru in such a long time, that I feel like I'm dead weight. And of course, I've slacked off on this blog too, which is what's honestly hitting me the hardest because I love my blog to pieces.
So, I want to re-invent myself as Gyaru and as a Blogger.
